Nov

23

Thanks and Angst-Giving

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Mio Compa en Christo, Mark, has posted an angst-giving that I believe is woth reposting parts of…

I like the idea of Thanksgiving, but I’ve never been a particularly thankful person. It isn’t as though I take things for granted more than average–it’s more that I am the sort of person who is always straining ahead for what-could-be. I am always more aware of lack than I am of abundance. I’m motivated by what is wrong and my desire to bring justice than I am by what is right and my desire to give thanks.

My hope and prayer is that God will help me cultivate a heart of gratitude. But I believe voicing angst can sometimes be as beneficial as giving thanks (cheesy wordplay intended). David and the prophets were well versed in voicing angst–crying out to God and their people with a heart of discontent, a heart of sadness, a heart of anger and fear and misery. We need to be thankful, but the prophetic cry is angst-ful.

We have lost our ability to adequately tie our negative emotions to worship. A friend from South Korea tells me that worship services in Korea often include a time to lament–where an otherwise reserved group of worshipers gives voice to both personal and national pain. The Psalms are filled with this sort of expression. Yet those who cry out in the church today are more likely to be accused of sinning than they are of worshiping.

  • I’m angst-ful over the state of the Church in America. What are we doing? Why do we throw billions of dollars into the wind when the needs around us are so great? The Church is a whore, but she is my mother, Lord. Show her mercy, O Lord, and heal her. How long, O Lord, will you look on?
  • I’m angst-ful over the War. God, help us to be a Church of Peacemakers. How long will your anger smolder against the prayers of your people?
  • I’m angst-ful over the future of the Cedar/Riverside neighborhood, Lord. We are small and weak. Few of us work in the field and the soil is rocky. The future is uncertain. When will I see the works you’ve promised, Lord?
  • I’m angst-ful over the environment, human trafficking, wars and rumors of wars, sexism, racism, famine, individualism, consumerism, religious fundamentalism, democrats, republicans, etc. and my own complicity in what is wrong in the world.

    • Nevertheless, I am thankful to you, O Lord. You are the giver of justice. By your Son you are making, and will make all things new. I thank you, O God, that you are not idle. You don’t sit by on the cloud of transcendence, but are closer to me than I am to myself. It is in You that I live and move and have my very being. I thank you for the works you have done. I thank you for the works you are doing. But most of all I thank you for what you WILL do. Come Lord Jesus.

    I think it is right for us to remember that we have the right to lament as well as give thanks for much in our world and countries today.

    dlw

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