Barely
August 31st, 2006 at 11:59am |
I’m barely keeping it in. The rage. The sarcastic remarks. The feeling that I’m smarter than a monkey or some of these alpha gorillas who’ve been making my life miserable.
Music from my iPod helps, soothes the savage monkey. I have a mellow playlist that is supposed to help me calm down. But it’s not enough. I mutter to myself like Milton. I get angry at the the things stuck in my cage to taunt me.
I need to get out of the cage. Somebody help me.
Posted in Awake
Berkeley has a information/library science program…
Hear the call… feel the call… listen and feel the bay breeze on your skin…
Yes! Go, GO, GO!
(Selfishly, I think I’d rather visit Berkely than Fresno…)
All you need is a red stapler for your cubicle. And then burn the fuggin’ place down!
I’m so inconsequential I’m not even allowed a stapler.
Meanwhile, the monkey sits back and swallows back all the hurt. Who gives a shit about the monkeys? They’re replaceable, unnoticed. Can’t even get our names right.